real frustrating.. nothing really to say, cause nothins changed sense i blurbbed out my feelings on this piece.... tomorrow i wanna go to the beach with ryan and make it like a kristin -stephen - laguna type scene haha im so gay.. but idcurrrrr

thanks a lot for the comments guys<33

**sara

 < i think thats the ugliest fucking face i've ever seen... thanks have a nice day.

Currently Listening In Love and Death By The Used Blue and Yellow see related

Ok so here i go again with my depresssingg entries ...YES

...ever get to the point where you realize you're exactly where you never wanted to be, you're exactly who you always said you would never turn into, and everything that you do, you either regret or look back and think of a way you could have improved it.... ha yea, my life fucking story

like i always say, theres too much shit on my mind, wel maybe thats not the cause maybe it's just this one thing that is bugging me that i need to ...move away from.  ..im in a really shittty place at the moment because im finding myself always taking out my feelings on people who really don't deserve it ..................

fuck man this took way to long to realize but if i know what's fucking up my emotions and what's always pissing me off, why do i refuse to back away from it? ..maybe it's like a comfort thing, or maybe im just weak, ha who knows.. this sucks though man... im really sick and tired of always being the one who's hurt, i need to spend more time with my better friends

<3ESC +Krista

Should have said something but I've said it enough

_ThEUseD

(I'm sorry if reading this is a HUGE waste of time for you guys and/or makes completely no senses, which it prolly doesnt at alll, but please do comment if you have any suggestions haha... later kids)

**Surrra.

Currently Listening The Silence in Black and White By Hawthorne Heights see related

too much shit on my mind lately ..i can't take it anymore, i dont fucking know what to do... my dad thinks im "depressed" which is ya know ..just fucking grand and im just always pissed off, you'll rarely see my smiling because the ppl around me are such fucking assholes ..im really sick of this town, i wish i could go somewhere and just start over

MIXED FEELINGS ..yo, no fun.

what an understatement

you fucking blow, i hate you more than anything in this world

so bassically i stopped writing in this cause im a lazy little fuck.

there isnt that much going on ..just a whole lotta nothing.

...beach tomorrow?

(ha i say that everyday ..not gonna happen)

i really hate wasting a really nice day waiting around to find out if im going to be actually doing something or not ..i've wanted to go to the beach for like fucking 5 years, and everyones too gay.. and when they actually want to go, the weather is shitty..kinda bloooows.  today is a day full of a wholllle lotta nothing and im a bit irritated.

for those

that care

jeter finally

hit a

grand slam

 last night

..that was sweet

as for the rest of the night ..well lets just say it fucking sucked... thanks